So, life and all that. I dunno man, got nothing to say today. Got nothing to write. Just responded to a load of Facebook messages from ages ago that I have just ignored due to my Facebook becoming a cesspool of self-promotion and sales people pushing agendas. Ah well, I guess it’s nice that I don’t have a huge amount to say, like my brain is already actively in a zen state of mind. I mean, that’s not strictly true. I am a man stuck in limbo between action and inaction. Everything seems to be changing around me and I have to just go with the flow, but it’s difficult to lay down roots in an ever moving river. Although what roots to lay down? I have no idea. I never saw myself owning a house. I mean, as a possession, sure. But “owning” a house, or more accurately, a home. The idea of creating something with someone else and building a place of memories, creating a history in the canon of Emma and Nate. It feels…adult (and not in the sexy way). Perhaps “adult” is the wrong word. More “responsible”. Part of me wants to rage against all of this and push myself into deeper and deeper depths of irresponsibility and living fast, but I’m not so sure that that’s as fulfilling as it once was. Whilst life is slowing down/becoming more stable, that’s something to be cherished and enjoyed. I don’t want or need the high-speed car chases and endless drama (okay maybe I want a few car chases) I’m happy with the routine of exercise, work, and sleep. Although, this month is a bad example of that as I’m going on TWO holidays and don’t have a whole week when I’m at work. #adulthood #consumerism #wealth